seriously... for those that see me everyday, please for the love of God, calm down. i know you are worried about me and all that, but i seriously just need my space. I can barely get myself to get out of bed and go to school because of my depression, since you all keep asking why im so depressed. i just have no energy and i like being alone. its hard enough to keep back all the emotions so i dont become an emotional mess. i will not commit suicide. i swear =_= in case you havent noticed, i havent cut myself. i wont start to again. im just gonna try to deal with this. but your being in my face telling me "cheer up and stop being antisocial" "stop being so emo" and all that crap is not helping. thanks for asking, to those who didnt not get in my face, rather asked if i was ok, if i wanted to talk about it, accepted my need for space and gave me a hug and left me alone. i seriously just need some time to breathe and relax. my depression is worse because the pills i have to take for something else worsen it. but with everyone so worried and in my face and all that, it just makes me feel bad and i feel more pressured to put on a happy face... please.. just give me some space. i promise ill be good. no suicide for me.